• Poetry - Writers

    A poem

    I am not usually a great fan of contemporary poetry, but here’s a pretty nice poem by American poet Christine E. Black about living under lockdown. Republished from here.

    Ragamuffins in Lockdown Time

    I want to be the child
    In my neighborhood,
    Kicking a ball down a wet street,
    Dirty snow and ice crusting cars,
    Paint-chipped wagon
    And a pile of bikes in the yard,
    His little brother
    And a gang of more children,
    Trailing behind. One bangs a stick
    On the ground, all their clear
    Brown faces shine, eyes dance
    In the cold. His immune system
    Wrestles earnestly, playfully
    With wondrous germs of the air,
    And on the skin of his little brother,
    In the slobber of the dog,
    The grime on the ball
    From the corner of the basement
    Next to the crumple
    Of his father’s work clothes,
    His mother’s nurse’s aide uniform,
    Blood splattered on a sleeve.

    I want to be their parents,
    Gathering at a neighbor’s house
    For Holy Communion.
    They made a hand-lettered
    Church sign for the yard,
    Invited the priest to hold Mass
    In the living room
    For all the neighbors.
    And after taking the body and blood,
    Those words made flesh
    By breath and speech,
    I kiss an old aunt, press my cheek
    To hers, smell her hair and skin,
    Remembered from childhood.
    My breath deepens, quiets the cells,
    Bathes them in strength and health.

    I want to be one of the Boys and Girls
    Club children, still driven
    To the closed school
    Because her mother has to go work
    At the chicken factory each day.
    The mask they make the girl wear
    Drags her chin while she plays
    With twenty or so other children
    In the abandoned school gym
    Or outside behind the vacant building.
    She sits in the grass across from a friend,
    Clapping patterns, telling stories,
    Their caretaker, reading her phone.

    I want to be one of the children,
    Following behind their father,
    Who can’t have them inside
    One more day this winter, playing
    Video games, watching TV.
    They head into the trampoline park,
    Dark for months, but now somehow
    Open, a few cars in the lot.
    Inside, high school and college students,
    Who have to have the job
    Are face-masked seven or eight hours,
    Like all the others, delivering Dominoes
    Or Grub Hub, waiting tables
    In half-capacity restaurants,
    Stocking Walmart shelves, scanning,
    Bagging at grocery stores, their glasses
    Fogging, acne worsening, minds dulled
    From low oxygen, wondering what
    In the world may happen next.

    I want to be a child piled in the family car,
    Driving narrow, steep West Virginia roads
    To a mountain cabin, where they’ll meet
    Maybe a dozen or more family and friends.
    Some will forage for mushrooms
    Or bow hunt, they’ll tell stories,
    Wade in cold streams, build a fire
    To cook meat at dusk. I want to be
    One of their parents in a sleeping bag
    With my husband, by the fire
    After everyone else has gone to bed.